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Today's the first time wearing any of my mom's pajamas and literally I was just out of clean pajamas I've been dreading the day that I actually wear her clothes it's been since November 9th so over a year it doesn't feel as bad as I thought. To be truthful I don't wear any of Mitchell's clothes or moms it's just too intimate and I might just put this in the bag with Mitchell's clothes it gives me big feelings it's not adding any joy to my day.

Cook steak and oil and butter last night and use the drippings for a fantastic toast this morning it was a memory from a West Virginia grandmother and neighbor that cooked I remember watching her do this when I was 12 or so. Yum

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